Being a young human being is hard. Having to put other people first is hard. My life has never been easy. Between the parenting fails to the relationship blows, it is never easy. I have had a thing with my family, where it has always been hard to talk to them. It has always been hard to be open with people who are never there. But, now I realize I need them the most. I need them the most after eighteen years. My story has a lot of heartache, happiness, betrayal, and, most of all, hurt. My name is Renee Fawn, and if you want to know I will tell you about my life. From the first memory I have, all the way to every memory that has been drilled into my head after the years between the family, the friends, and the parents. It isn't all good, but not all bad either. Right now, it couldn't be a better time to start telling my story. It couldn't be a better time to let me start writing about anything and everything, my stories and poems. I guess, we can get started.